Rejected??

Rejected.

                No, not really I guess. It just feels like whenever I try to hang out with people from last year, the answers always no. I asked him if wanted to go to the mall next weekend. He said no, he’s going to be at his dad’s. He said if I’d have asked him this weekend he would have. Well, I didn’t ask him this weekend. Sorry, it’s not much of a constellation, but thanks I guess. Hmp, oh well I’ll get over it. It’s just I haven’t seen him in a while, I miss him. He knows that, oh well, some other time.

                He got offline soon after; he got offline so he could go play Black Ops. Sigh. I told him it was all cool, and to have fun at his dad’s house. Then I told him next time he’s online he needs to explain to me what’s so great about that game. Seriously, what’s it even about? I’m dying to know. I might even like it, if I knew what it was. I doubt it, I’m not really a video game type of person.

                I hope he can hang out sometime soon, it’d be nice to see him. It’s been… what now, eight and a half months. Yeah, it’s been eight and a half months. Miranda and Andrew are supposed to be going to the mall next weekend with me, anyway. I guess it’ll be fun. I guess. I wish more people would come. I miss the old days.

                I miss the day when I would get about 12-14 people to go to the mall, we’d all go see a movie and hang out at the mall afterward. They were usually my friends, though I’ll admit, there was usually one or two people I didn’t like. Oh well, that doesn’t matter. The point was that I could hang out with everyone, and we would laugh and have fun. I haven’t done that in forever. Actually I haven’t done that since my birthday party on July 10^th. It needs to happen soon.

                I guess that doesn’t matter though… I could NEVER get him to go.

                I couldn’t back then, why would I be able to know?

                Why do I even try?

                xoxoxo

                ~Baylee Jean