Last weekend ( Festival of the Arts, Downtown. Friday, June 3rd, 2011) Some documenting.

The Outer Vibe (Brillaint Band)

 Friday was Festival of the Arts downtown. It was a blast! We got hot chocolate and the went to watch The Outer Vibe perform. They did great as always! Sean was sexii as always. And Jeff was the first one to talk to us, as always. I will never get tired of the Outer Vibe. It was a great time.

Conner, Katelyn, and Miranda

I also had a great time hanging out with some of the best people ever. Seriously, I love you guys and has a great time. We need to do it again!

Me and Kate lookin' cute! :)

Me and Kate wore dresses. It was a little awkward going up to the front of the stage, jumping in a dress. It was worth it, I love dresses.

All in all it was a great time! I know this was short documenting. I PROMISE I'll get back in the hang of things after schools out. Just 2 more half days of exams and we'll be done. Then I'm going to Cutlerville days with Katrina. I'm almost done!!!!

Like I said. We need to do something like this again. Sean mentioned to us (when we went and talked to them after the show) that they'll be performing with We the Kings on the Forth of July. That'll be an awesome concert, i better be able to go!
Love ya guys!

xoxox

~Baylee Jean

P.S. I found out how to put pictures on my blog!



Next time...

Next time, I think I’ll fall off the earth.

                At least that seems less painful. Or, maybe I’ll lock myself away, in a little room where no one can find me. Sure, I’ll go insane with my thoughts poisoning me, but that’s hardly anything new. At least then I won’t have to bother anyone else. Or maybe, just maybe, a deep black crevasse will open up in the ground and suck me up like a black hole for everything I’ve ever done. At least then I’ll no longer feel.

                Sometimes, it all feels just a little too real. Or maybe it doesn’t feel real enough. I guess it’s a little too hard to tell sometimes. It doesn’t really matter. The real point is that no matter how close to good something is in my life, I always seem to ruin it.

                Is it possible for someone to dig themselves in a hole so deep they’ll never be able to get out? And is it possible for me to continue falling? Some things are so hard to explain to people, so I won’t even try.

                Now I sound so dramatic. Kind of like my mom does when she’s “sick”. Which only makes me hate myself more.

                I’m going to be the death of myself. I just know it.

                Love,

                Xoxox

                ~Baylee Jean

                P.S. I have to document this. The other day while I was talking to Conner he was actually at a loss for words. I never thought that would happen! It was shocking ;)