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Friday, January 21, 2011

Obsessive Much??

                You may be wondering: Is Baylee a Harry Potter Fanatic?
                Well, the answer is definitely maybe, but definitely maybe not. You see, I can be a fanatic every once and a while. It comes on and off. Harry Potter gives me tons of inspirations; it’s weird how much it inspires me! J.K. Rowling is a literary genius and the people who put together the movies did a great way of capturing her books! I am never disappointed with the movies!  (Special shout out to the casting department because the picked the best actors, ever! Tom Felton and James Phelps (Draco Malfoy and Fred Weasley)! Well right now happens to be one of those times when I really like Harry Potter stuff and it’s always on my mind! So, if you get a little annoyed with all the Harry Potter stuff, I’m sorry, it’s just who I am right now. Baylee Miller <3 Draco Malfoy! Baylee Miller <3 Fred Weasley!
                Anyway, just though I should explain that.
                Yesterday, I went to MSU (Michigan State University). Although, it looked like a good college, it’s not the one for me. Michigan State is more of a science based school, and I am not very science-like. My friends and I had fun though, I must admit the best part was probably lunch. WE got to eat in the dining hall, and we could eat whatever we wanted. I got: A breadstick with cheese in the middle, French fries, Chocolate Ice Cream in a cone, and a rice crispie treat with frosting on it (the rice crispies said Happy Penguin Anniversary)! As you can tell we found the dessert bar! YAY!
                The guy that talked to us at the end was cool though, very encouraging.
                I CAN GET A’S! I WILL BE SOMEONE! I WILL BE SUCCESSFUL!
                ~Baylee Jean
                P.S. I don’t really feel like writing right now, I’m kind of tired.
                P.S.S. Celebrated Grandma’s birthday today! Had fun! Mall tomorrow!

My Harry Potter Guys

My Harry Potter Guys
My Harry Potter Guys by Baylee_jean on Polyvore.com

Yeah, so these are my two favorite from the harry potter series, and movies. Wish they were real. I ♥ them. I ♥ Draco Malfoy! I ♥ Fred Weasly!


Tuesday, January 18, 2011

Harry Potter Fan Fiction

(Disclaimer: I do not own any of the idea to this. I only came up with the plot, the characters and setting belong to J.K Rowling)

                  Hermione sat on a bench in one of the lower corridors of Hogwarts. The cold dungeons loomed to her left, she didn’t know exactly where she was in the school; on instinct she ran, and this was where she ended up. She cried quietly to herself, how could I be so stupid?  Her knees were pulled up to her chest and she held her head in her hands. The night was late; it was far past curfew, which made Hermione cry harder. She never intentionally broke the rules, and most definitely not without a good reason. Though her conscious was nagging her to go back to her dorm, she couldn't pry herself from the bench. She didn’t want to leave. The corridor was cold and quiet; it was away from Harry and Ron.
                The sound of quick footsteps came from the staircase. Any minute now Snape will come around that corner and give me detention, Hermione thought. She made no move to leave, hoping that he would turn the other way. Still, the steps continued to walk toward her. The glow of a dimmly light wand was the first thing to turn the corner, following it was a darkly dressed figure. Hermione couldn’t make out the face, but the voice that came from it was far too recognizable.
                “Granger?” the snarl was low, and disgusted, “What are you doing down here, filthy little mud-blood? Get lost, did you?”
                “Foul, lonesome, little--” she let out a sigh of despair, “What the point? Just leave me alone Draco.”
                Draco now stood close enough for Hermione to see him. His light blonde hair, which seemed almost white, was messy, and he also looked a bit distressed. Though his current state of mind was off, he continued to glare are Hermione, “You don’t belong down here, Mud-blood.”
                Hermione grabbed her wand in case he tried something, and she too brought her wand to a dim light, “Leave me alone Draco.”
                He scoffed and began to walk away, but Draco was curious as to why she was down in his corridor. He took note of her red eyes and puffy cheeks, “What are you crying about anyway, Ganger? Didn’t get an Outstanding on your O.W.L.S?”
                Hermione glared up at him, her wavy brown hair falling from her face. Her eyes stung from crying. Naturally the sight of Malfoy would make Hermione furious, but not even Malfoy could distract her. After a moment she turned away as more tears fell from her eyes. How humiliating, I’ll never live this down, she thought thinking of how Draco would be using this against her for years. If Hogwarts even last years, the way thing were going now it seemed as if it wouldn't even last the semester.
                Draco was taken aback by Hermione’s tears. She always seemed to self-confident, so sure of herself. Yet, there she was in front of him, crying. She looks so broken, he thought. He sat down on the side of the bench across from her. He reached his wand just in front of him, hoping to find some hint of what was wrong. He could find nothing wrong with her, besides the tears streaking down her cheeks.  Her skin was radiant and glowing, and hair was long and shiny.
                Draco could not help but think back to earlier that very day when he himself was crying in the boys’ bathroom. He forced himself to stop abruptly when he thought he heard someone entering the bathroom, and he still felt as though his world was falling down around him. His dad was in Azkaban, the Dark Lord had taken control of his family, and he had become a Death Eater over the summer. He wanted out, but the only way out now would be if the Dark Lord killed him. He would be out like a light with one swish of the snake-like lord’s wand.
                The two sat in silence for a minute, until Hermione looked over at him, “What are you doing Draco?”
                He did not answer her, “What’s really wrong, Granger?”
                She scoffed, as if she would give him anymore black-mail to use against her, “Well what about you Draco, there’s something obviously wrong? Did your conscious finally catch up with you?”
                He looked over at her with sad eyes, “Just a lot on my mind.”
                Hermione had not expected Draco to answer her, so, picking her words carefully she responded, “If you must know, I had a strong disagreement with someone. Well, actually two someones, to be exact.”
                “Potter and Weasley being idiots, again? Not a surprise.” Draco replied, knowing.
                Hermione didn’t hide her anger from showing, “Complete idiots! As if they would be anywhere without me. They’d be completely lost! I can’t believe he called me stupid, me! What would they do without me?”
                For a moment she had forgotten that she was talking to Draco. Was it wise trusting him with her problems? What am I doing, trusting him? Maybe I am stupid. If I lifted up his sleeve right now I would find the Death Eater sign. What am I doing? Hermione argued with herself in her head.
                “You’re right you know. Potter and Weasley, they wouldn’t stand a chance without you. The Dark Lord would have won by now if you weren’t with the two of them. They are foolish, taking you for granted. Why do you do it, anyway?”
                “I just- I- I don’t know.” She looked into his eyes, for the first time feeling somehow connected to him, “It’s the right thing to do, Draco. This world would be in shambles if no one tried to stop him. It’s the right thing to do. Isn’t it?”
                He leaned a bit closer to her while he thought about her response. Isn’t this world already in shambles? He thought. How much worse would his life be without Potter, Granger, and Weasley? The thought had never occurred to him before, but he had never had a reason to care. Now he just needed something to hold onto, and it seemed as if Hermione did too. He looked at Hermione’s appearance once more, and without thinking her reached his hand and tucked a loose strand of hair behind her ear.
                “Draco?” Hermione questioned with sorrow. It wouldn’t be right, but yet she wanted to be close to him. There was something more to Draco that he never let others see, but Hermione was finally seeing it. Her eyes had been opened to him. No matter how long it took, Hermione wanted to see that other side to Draco. It seemed that he may actually be a loving, kind person, when he wasn’t influenced by others.
                Without a second thought the two of them leaned closer together and their lips touched. It was soft and sweet. Within second they were full-on snogging. Passion was on their lips. And, even they knew that the kiss had been better than magic.
                After pulling away, Hermione looked away from Draco and she began crying again. What had she just done; she felt like a traitor. Draco couldn’t look away from her, she was beautiful. She was even more beautiful for giving him a chance. Draco reached toward her and wrapped his arm around her shoulder, pulling her close. They would figure out what had just happened in the morning, it was time for sleep. She cuddled up to him, and she fell asleep crying into his chest.

Monday, January 17, 2011

Martin Luther King Jr. Day!

¡Ahola!
                Me llamo Baylee Jean. Soy simpatica pero reservada. Me gusta escuchar música y escribir! En la desayuno como los huevos y pan tostado. En el almuerzo como un sándwich y una manzana.
                ¡Adios!
                (Hi! My name is Baylee jean. I am friendly but shy. I like to listen to music and to write! At breakfast I eat eggs and toast. At lunch I eat a sandwich and an apple. Bye! )
                Sorry for the Spanish lesson. I have my Spanish exam tomorrow. I think I’m going to do pretty good, hopefully. So yeah, I’m glad I can write something in Spanish. It makes me happy. Want to know what also makes me happy? He wished me luck on my exams. Having conversations with him, no matter how short they are, and the fact that they are on his status; makes me happy. It’s a start, right? Right? Well, he’s my general (yeah, that’s our nickname for him), apparently; that’s what Miranda says. I don’t really talk to him at school much, but at least he knows I exist; and I have talked to him a few times. Anyway, off topic.
                 Today was Martin Luther King Jr. Day! His speech “I Have a Dream” is one of the most influential speeches that I have ever heard. They streamed it over the intercom this morning in college advisor. Afterwards we had a discussion about it; if we think he’s dream has come true, if we see much segregation at our school, and if having Obama as president shows progress or not. It was a good conversation. I think it could have been better. Now, as I think about it, I wish I would have raised my hand and gave my opinion. I was a little too shy, and it was early in the morning, I would have gotten tongue tied. But, I guess that’s one reason I’m writing this, so I can say the things I regret not saying. I would have said: No, I do not believe Martin Luther King Jr.’s dream has come true. Everywhere I look there is some kind of segregation. You can see it in the different neighborhoods, most neighborhoods the majority is one specific race. You can see it everywhere. I think at my school we are lucky enough to go to a school where there are many different races and we can all learn to accept different races and cultures. It’s a great experience and it teaches us all that, no matter the color of our skin, we are all people. We all live here in this America trying to become something and be successful. I think having Obama as president is a great thing and it’s a great step forward, but then again it can also be seen as a step backward. When some people voted for Obama they didn’t listen to the issues, they couldn’t see past the color of his skin color. It bugs me how naive people can be. Some people looked at him and said, “What a black president? What has the world come to?” those people didn’t even give Obama a chance! Then there were other people who were thought, “A black president! Yeah!” and they only voted for him because of his race. Neither of those people listened to what was truly mattered. But I do think that fact that there was still a majority people that looked past his skin color shows progress! I believe that it is obvious of how far we have come since August 28th, 1963 when Dr.King gave his speech, and even farther since January 1st, 1863 when President Lincoln signed the Emancipation Proclamation. Still, I think it is obvious to us all how far we still have to go. One last thing. I want to say that Martin Luther King Jr. was a very inspiring man and I think we can all learn a lot from him. He taught so many things; he taught equality and how to protest peacefully. I hope one day, we can all make Dr. King’s dream come true.
                Steps Toward College Today: I studied for exams earlier and I believe I got fairly involved in English class. I also got a perfect 100% on my short story, “Thirst”! It made me happy; my teacher seemed to be really impressed! She wrote that it was “Artfully written”. It made my day! I was looking for the college counselor because on the announcements this morning they said that they were going to open the MSU trip to freshmen if the bus didn’t fill, my friends and I are going to ask her tomorrow. I want to go, it’d be nice to see a big university. I must admit though, I don’t have any intention to go to MSU for college. It’s nice to see different colleges to compare them though. So, I’ll tell you how that goes.
                Wish me luck on my AP World History and Spanish exams tomorrow!
                xoxoxo
                ~Baylee Jean

Sunday, January 16, 2011

The Future: Three and a Half Years.

Three and a half years.
                That’s all the time I have left. All the time I have left here, in Michigan. All the time I have left here, living with my parents and having them right there, whenever I need them. All the time I have left with my friends, my best friends. Three and a half years, it just doesn’t seem like enough time. In fact, I know that it isn’t enough time.
                Michigan. I must admit that I will be happy to leave this state; it’s extremely uneventful, and not very exciting. I can’t wait to go to college, so that I can go off to a big city, somewhere exciting and popping with life. But I will not lie to you, I’m going to miss it here; even if it is the one thing I will miss the least. I’ll miss how hot it can get in the summer, but how brutally cold it can get in the winter. I’ll miss that no matter where you are, you’re never too far from a body of water. I’ll miss the forest of trees that line both side of the highway. I’ll miss The Grand River cutting through Downtown and Mad Cap Coffee’s, hot chocolate. I’ll miss so much more that I cannot even think of right now. It makes me feel like I’ll never want to leave; but I really do, and I will have to leave. This just isn’t the place for me. And I want you to know, that in three and a half years, I will miss it here. I will miss you Michigan.
                My parents and family. It might be nice to get away from the constant checking up on, and nagging to get my homework done. It will be nice to become my own person and stand tall and strong, knowing I wouldn’t be me without them, and then thinking about how I am going to be making them all proud! I have a feeling I will be completely lost without them. No matter what I do in life my parents are always right there. They are the ones holding my hand when I’m scared, pestering me to make good decisions, and tucking me in at night. Though I don’t think I need the pestering to make good decisions (although it’s been good up to this point), I know I will miss the holding hands and the tucking in. They are the ones that have made me who I am, it’s going to be weird being me without them right there. I know when I’m away there will be so many times where I’ll sit there and think, ‘Man, if my parents were here right now, they be saying ______’ then I’m going to let out a sigh ‘Man, I miss them so much!’ I’m going to be calling them almost every night, and sending letters and postcards about my daily expeditions. I will miss them so much! I will be lost without them but I will carry on. I will visit them whenever I get the chance. In three and a half years I will probably miss them the most! At least I will get to see them on holidays, and they will always be my family. No matter how far away I am they will never be able to get rid of me! I will miss you, Mommy and Daddy! I will miss you, family!  
                My friends, my best friends. I don’t really think that I can think of any bright side to be leaving them. Maybe a bright side could be that I’ll meet new people and make new friends, but it’s still not much of a bright side.(I’m not very good at meeting new people, though I really am getting better at it. I think I’m getting better people skills.). I will miss the insanely random conversations. I will miss the way they always try to reassure me when I’m upset and questioning everything. I will miss the way they always know if something’s wrong. I will miss random nicknames and inside jokes. I will miss their smiles and their laughs. I will miss how they will do almost anything for me, as long as they know it will make me happy. I will miss them so much! I hope that we will be able to maintain our friendships through college. More than likely we will all being going to different schools, we all want to do things that are so different, there’s no way that we will all be able to go to the same school. Sometimes I fantasize me and my best friend becoming roommates through college; going to classes, coffee shops, parties, and adventures together. I wish my best friend could go to college with me, and I would be guaranteed the best roommate ever! I don’t see how that’s possible though, and even if it was who’s to say she would want to go to college with me? I will miss them so much, and hope that we can stay in contact. I hope that they will come visit me and I hope I will be able to come visit them. I three and a half years from now, I will be departing from them in tears, wishing them good luck on their journey and demanding them to stay in contact. I hope we really do! I love you guys. Miranda and Katelyn, you are both like sisters to me, I love you guys! I hope all your greatest dreams come true! My friends, my best friends, Miranda and Katelyn, I will miss you!
                Well, there it is. College is but a looming adventure coming up too quickly in my life. I’m looking forward to it, but, in all truth, it scares me a little. I don’t like thinking about it, but yet I love thinking about it. It excites me, but yet it makes me so fearful. I can’t wait, but then again I just wish time could stop before it came. It’s an entire list of contradicting feelings. I need to start figuring it all out, there’s something stopping me every time I try. I’m only a freshman, I have plenty of time. Then again, I barely have any time at all. I need to start figuring this out. Soon, young grasshopper, soon. I’m just not quite ready for it yet. I’ll figure it all out in time; it will all get better in time. Or will it get more difficult? I guess I’ll figure it out as I go along. Just go with it, Baylee, just go with it.
                I’m sure there will be many more issues, such as this one, to be discussed. So, this is where you start to follow the journey of a young teenage girl trying to figure out her life before her. Are you ready to witness the journey? I well, I’m ready to start it. Here we go. Ready, set, Fly.
                xoxox
                ~Baylee Jean
                P.S. This journey is going to have some twist and turns. Times where the road is flat, and times when I will be climbing a mountain. I need to record this as I go through it. I don’t ever want to forget these years, or the people and places in them. I will not fail myself. So that’s why I’m going to write this, going to write this blog. So I never forget. I never, ever want to forget. Now, I never will.
 P.S.S. I just watched the Very last Hannah Montana episode ever. It made me cry. It is also what brought up this topic. My and Miranda just had a conversation about it, and so I had to get my full feelings out. That episode seemed almost, in some ways, my future. Except not AS dramatic, and maybe not with such a good ending. Oh yeah, and I don’t know why, but I’m a little sad Hannah Montana is gone. It’s just a part of my childhood I guess, and now it’s over forever. As of January 16, 2011 Hannah Montana is over forever…. Good Bye Hannah Montana!
                Love ya!

:'(

Good bye.
Rest in Peace,
or in pieces.
There’s really no difference to me.
Not anymore, anyway.
You are dead to me.
To: Him
From: Me.