Here I go....again.

Here I go again.

Do you see what you do to me?

Make me tear myself to pieces,

Rip myself up and let me blow away,

With the wind.

And you’re not even trying!

You don’t know what’s buried inside of me:

These tears I refuse to release,

These confessions that burn in my mind,

In my heart.

I’m so willing to lock myself away.

I’d rather seem like I don’t care,

Than show how much I miss you.

Because, if I do;

If I do show how much I truly care,

Then I won’t be able to stop.

I’ll miss you more,

And more

Until I start crying myself to sleep,

Again.

Then I’ll think of your tan skin,

And how you wrapped your arms around me.

And after I’ll remember the glow of your radiant smile,

And how just seeing you happy always warmed my heart.

And if I don’t stop there

Then I’m lost forever, and there’s

No hope,

Of getting me back.

Because by then

I’m sinking into the deep blue sea

Of you beautiful baby blue eyes—

And I’m lost forever

I’m lost forever

Lost forever

Forever…